Thursday, May 13, 2010

Dear K,

Lately I've been listening more. This isn't a good thing. I listen too much already. A person is supposed to have a healthy balance right? Take in give out. But I just don't have anything to give out. I'm getting greedy. I just want to sit and listen and never have to say anything ever again.

If I sewed my mouth shut do you think people would notice? I think I'd like to do that. I'd like to have the assumption out there that I'm not going to reply.

But I guess that's half the point of listening, people want you to reply, because they think that if you don't say anything then you haven't heard anything.

I'm just tired of being who I am and I want to move on and move away. I want so badly to leave.

Leaving,

K.