Alive and Perfect

Dear K, I would encourage you to go out and meet those guys at their bars. You are only this young for a little bit of time, use it. Make bad decisions, meet bad people. I'm learning this slowly, but a date is a date is a date, it doesn't have to mean anything more than that. If you find someone you like, then you find someone you like, if you don't there's always the next one, and who says that it has to end back at someone's place. Anyway, what I'm saying is what I've always said to you: get out there. Make new friends, meet new people, meet everyone. I promise you everyone you will ever meet is interesting and worthwhile in their own way. Sure sometimes it takes a little work and mental stretching to find that nugget of golden humanity, but it is there every single time. I love people and I haven't met one that I'm not happy to have met, even the ones I don't like. I am enthralled with the idea that we all exist. In fact we shouldn't exist. The very fact that I breath, in fact the very fact that there is matter, let alone the fact that there is an entity that can contemplate existence, is unbelievably amazing and rare. I've been reading about the big bang, and I guess we shouldn't exist at all, but we do, and we know it, and oh my goodness we're all just little bubbles of beautiful improbability, and every moment we get, joy, sorrow, pain, suffering, ecstasy, all of it, is a wonderful rare beautiful thing. I am in love again, and it is with life. Please join me, When we have the time, and we will, I expect a dance, K