Dear K, And just like that I hit a wall. Something happened. I don't know I guess the wind shifted. A veil came down. I need someone to lay in my bed and whisper to me. Whisper to me until I'm asleep. I want a pair of arms to hold onto me. As strong as I am I need a little help lifting this weight. Lately I've stopped believing she exists. I've been looking in the mirror and telling myself I'm just going to have to talk to myself for a while longer. I've been alone in crowded rooms before. I couldn't stand anyone this week. I've let petty things cut me down. I need some help with this weight. Something is sitting on my chest. When I walk around it moves to my shoulders. Tell me I'm good, tell me I'm great, and I'll try to believe you long enough to lift the weight, K